Well, this is Harper's 4th month of life. We have now over come double ear infections and another case of thrush. She is changing so much everyday. She can control her head, neck and back. She is getting so strong. She LOVES to stand up and hold your hands. She can show excitement and squeal! I think the best thing I have ever experienced is seeing her sweet smile. She looks right at me and just smiles this big open mouth smile. I cant even handle how cute it is! Her most recent discovery is her feet! She loves to lay on her back and hold them and tug on them and pull socks off.
I swear this little girl gets to me everyday. I have always heard about how much a mother loves her children but I cant even explain how much I love her. It is so different than the way you love someone else. Not to say that I love Harper more than Scott or my own mother but this is something more. Its almost primal. I am so attached to her. WOW! Sorry for the mush. I am a big ball of emotions when it comes to her. Sometimes, I sit and hold her and just try to soak up the moment because I know it will be gone so fast! I look forward to watching her grow up but I am enjoying every single stage so far. She is so sweet and those big green (or at least I think they are turning green) eyes just melt a momma's heart.
So, being a momma has also made me slightly paranoid. The weird part is that I am not worried about germs. I dont carry around purell. BUT, I am terrified of plastics, paint, chemicals, soap, toxins, vaccines, antibiotics, probiotics and pretty much everything else that touches her! I am trying to push these feelings down and realize that I cant control every aspect of her life but I am trying to be a more eco friendly human being. So far, we eat only grass fed beef, try to buy a lot of organic food, switched to eco friendly cleaners, cloth diapers, recycle everything possible, and probably other things. I want this planet to still be a wonderful place to grow up for my children. I cant control other people but I can control what I do to reduce my carbon footprint. I have bought some wood toys for Harper as opposed to plastic but then I think "what about the rainforest?" Its neverending. I enjoy researching and learning new things so I dont mind it.
Harper is the best thing that Scott and I have ever done and we are so blessed to be her parents. We want to raise her to be a happy, healthy, and secure woman. I dont care what she does for a living or what she wears as long as she is happy. I want her to be gracious and giving. To be secure in her body image (something I have to work on to provide a good example). To be sweet and caring. To have many friends and to be loyal. To always remember her faith that Scott and I are going to try to raise her with. To value her family. To stop and listen before she acts (something I struggle with). To smile more than most people. The list goes on and on...
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Just a Quick Note...
Example of how tired a full time working mom (or probably any mom) can be....
So, Scott comes in from work about 12:30 a.m. 3 nights a week. Well, one night several weeks ago, I guess I didnt hear him come in so it startled me when he came into the bed room and apparently... I sat up and said "CHRIST!" I laid back down and Scott bent over to kiss me and I said it AGAIN! The funny part is that I NEVER say that word in that context. Sadly, I wouldnt have been nearly as surprised if I had uttered some other word.
Next example, Scott and I are lying in bed sleeping and he goes to roll over and I suddenly reach out and grab his t-shirt as if to stop him from rolling over. I thought it was Harper about to roll off the bed and I was grabbing the back of her sleeper.
I have been known to talk in my sleep for a long time but not quite like this!
So, Scott comes in from work about 12:30 a.m. 3 nights a week. Well, one night several weeks ago, I guess I didnt hear him come in so it startled me when he came into the bed room and apparently... I sat up and said "CHRIST!" I laid back down and Scott bent over to kiss me and I said it AGAIN! The funny part is that I NEVER say that word in that context. Sadly, I wouldnt have been nearly as surprised if I had uttered some other word.
Next example, Scott and I are lying in bed sleeping and he goes to roll over and I suddenly reach out and grab his t-shirt as if to stop him from rolling over. I thought it was Harper about to roll off the bed and I was grabbing the back of her sleeper.
I have been known to talk in my sleep for a long time but not quite like this!
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
You are doing WHAT?
So, I think a lot of moms have hang ups about one thing or another. Mine just so happens to be something rather uncommon. When I was pregnant, I considered using cloth diapers. Everyone told me how nuts I was and how I couldnt do it and work full time so I didnt do it. Scott's aunt Heather used cloth diapers on all four of her little ones and that got me interested. I have a friend (Nicci) that is pregnant right now and she is going to use cloth diapers when her little one gets here any day now. For some reason, I could not give up on the idea. When Harper was about 2 months old I decided to give it a try when I found some CDs (cloth diapers) on sale online. I ordered two. When I got them, I was a little skeptical but they worked great. When we were using disposables, Harper had at least one blow out a day. Poop up the back everytime. I dont think we have had a single blow out since switching to cloth. We have had a few leaks in one particular brand of cloth that I tried but thats it.
It took about a month to get totally switched over to cloth and I couldnt be happier. It really isnt hard at all. And, the cloth diaper world is booming! There are a million brands including bumgenius, fuzzibunz, Grovia, CuteyBaby, rumparooz, etc. The diapers range from the old fashioned pre-folds like my mom used on me to snap in inserts (resembling a giant maxi pad) to inserts you stuff in a diaper. There are so many cute colors and prints to choose from. I defintitely think that one could get very carried away.
For me, I dont mind doing laundry, so washing isnt a big deal. The major benefits are: SAVINGS! You can save between 2,000 and 4,000 bucks by using cloth diapers. So far I have spent about 200 and I am using cloth full time. I would like to continue to expand my stash so I dont have to wash as often but thats still a lot of savings. Another reason is that you can use them on more than one child. Most of the diapers I use are one size fits all (they adjust with snaps or velcro) so the diapers Harper is wearing now are the diapers she will wear until she is potty trained. And her future brother or sister will wear them too. Benefit number 2: Each child uses approximately 8,000 diapers and each one sits in a landfill for anywhere between 250 and 500 years. Thats a lot of poop! Benefit number 3: No chemicals on baby's bottom. I have no idea if there is any significance to this but I still feel more comfortable knowing what exactly is on Harper's bottom 24 hours a day.
I keep worrying that my friends that read this are going to think I am passing judgment on one issue or another but I really am not. I am just trying to keep track of what works for me. So, I will do what I want. (insert Napolean Dynamite's voice).
It took about a month to get totally switched over to cloth and I couldnt be happier. It really isnt hard at all. And, the cloth diaper world is booming! There are a million brands including bumgenius, fuzzibunz, Grovia, CuteyBaby, rumparooz, etc. The diapers range from the old fashioned pre-folds like my mom used on me to snap in inserts (resembling a giant maxi pad) to inserts you stuff in a diaper. There are so many cute colors and prints to choose from. I defintitely think that one could get very carried away.
For me, I dont mind doing laundry, so washing isnt a big deal. The major benefits are: SAVINGS! You can save between 2,000 and 4,000 bucks by using cloth diapers. So far I have spent about 200 and I am using cloth full time. I would like to continue to expand my stash so I dont have to wash as often but thats still a lot of savings. Another reason is that you can use them on more than one child. Most of the diapers I use are one size fits all (they adjust with snaps or velcro) so the diapers Harper is wearing now are the diapers she will wear until she is potty trained. And her future brother or sister will wear them too. Benefit number 2: Each child uses approximately 8,000 diapers and each one sits in a landfill for anywhere between 250 and 500 years. Thats a lot of poop! Benefit number 3: No chemicals on baby's bottom. I have no idea if there is any significance to this but I still feel more comfortable knowing what exactly is on Harper's bottom 24 hours a day.
I keep worrying that my friends that read this are going to think I am passing judgment on one issue or another but I really am not. I am just trying to keep track of what works for me. So, I will do what I want. (insert Napolean Dynamite's voice).
When do I have to stop referring to my babies age in weeks? Harper is 17 weeks old (or 4 months)
4 months old! WOW! Well, we started out Harper's 4th month on earth with double ear infections. At first, I didnt know for sure what was wrong. She was very fussy in the evening hours but was still sleeping through the night. Then came the screaming bloody murder. I think it was on a Wednesday night and she screamed her head off and I just rocked her and cried. That night, she didnt sleep well. I took her in suspecting the ear infections and I was right. I really did not want to put her on antibiotics but I agreed because she was in so much pain. She seemed be be feeling better about 36 hours later. Got a little better every day and we finished the amoxicillin after 10 days. A few days after being off the meds, she started getting fussier and fussier. I took her back in and the ears were just not completely cleared up. Dr. McDowell put her on Omnicef for another 10 days and I think we may have kicked it this time. I take her back on September 10th so we will see.
These days, Harper is just so much fun. She can fully support her head and follows objects and people as they move around her. My brothers like to hold their cell phones up and watch her follow them. She smiles almost all the time and now squeals with excitement. She rolls all over the floor and can get herself stuck again the edges of her play gym. She is just beginning to reach for people when they hold their hands out. Harper loves bright toys and reaches out and trys really hard to get them in her mouth. I dont feel any teeth yet but she is drooling and chews on anything she can get her hands on.
Now, the sleeping thing has become a little more difficult. Since she had ear infections, she has not slept through the night. She wakes up and cries until I go in her room, put her paci back in and she goes right back to sleep. She never even opens her eyes. About once a night, she wants to nurse, so I feed her, and we go back to sleep. This makes it VERY hard for mommy to function on early mornings before work but we are making it. We have had a few nights where we have tried sleeping on the couch with Harper, in our bed with Harper, putting her in the swing, in her crib and nothing works. The nights seem to be getting better now and I am looking forward to getting a full nights sleep again sometime but I am not going to force it on her. If she needs me in the night, I will get up. The CIO method (cry it out) is just not for me. I have read a lot about this subject and there is research that shows that repeatedly allowing a baby to cry for long periods of time can raise cortisol levels (stress hormone) in the brain. I also believe that some babies, if left to cry will stop crying not because they learned to "self-soothe" but because they learned that you are not going to listen. I truely believe that babies cry to communicate not to manipulate. I do not say these things to cause a riot among people that follow this approach. In 5 years if you line all of the babies up that were allowed to cry it out or not allowed to cry it out, there may be no difference. I am not a scientist. The method is just not for me.
Enough about that, before I had a baby, I thought "oh, I will never do this or that" but now I realize that above all, my parenting philosophy is this: "Follow your gut." If it feels right to me, I do it. I think parents get to hung up on schedules and rules that they forget to do what feels right for that particular baby. I remember in the very early days at home with Harper, she would be fussing and I would say "well, it hasnt been 2 hours, so why is she hungry?" Well, do we really think that babies have that sense of time? Maybe, but maybe not. I gave up on the whole timetable thing and we still ended up nursing about 2 hours anyway and I wasnt staring at the clock. Now, if you are lucky enough to have a baby that sleeps 4 or 5 hours right off, you might need to watch the clock. Harper had her own internal clock.
Harper is also starting to recognize people other than Scott and I. A few days ago, my dad took her abruptly from my mom and Harper stuck her bottom lip out and cried! I cant believe my baby is old enough to prefer one person over the other . WOW!
These days, Harper is just so much fun. She can fully support her head and follows objects and people as they move around her. My brothers like to hold their cell phones up and watch her follow them. She smiles almost all the time and now squeals with excitement. She rolls all over the floor and can get herself stuck again the edges of her play gym. She is just beginning to reach for people when they hold their hands out. Harper loves bright toys and reaches out and trys really hard to get them in her mouth. I dont feel any teeth yet but she is drooling and chews on anything she can get her hands on.
Now, the sleeping thing has become a little more difficult. Since she had ear infections, she has not slept through the night. She wakes up and cries until I go in her room, put her paci back in and she goes right back to sleep. She never even opens her eyes. About once a night, she wants to nurse, so I feed her, and we go back to sleep. This makes it VERY hard for mommy to function on early mornings before work but we are making it. We have had a few nights where we have tried sleeping on the couch with Harper, in our bed with Harper, putting her in the swing, in her crib and nothing works. The nights seem to be getting better now and I am looking forward to getting a full nights sleep again sometime but I am not going to force it on her. If she needs me in the night, I will get up. The CIO method (cry it out) is just not for me. I have read a lot about this subject and there is research that shows that repeatedly allowing a baby to cry for long periods of time can raise cortisol levels (stress hormone) in the brain. I also believe that some babies, if left to cry will stop crying not because they learned to "self-soothe" but because they learned that you are not going to listen. I truely believe that babies cry to communicate not to manipulate. I do not say these things to cause a riot among people that follow this approach. In 5 years if you line all of the babies up that were allowed to cry it out or not allowed to cry it out, there may be no difference. I am not a scientist. The method is just not for me.
Enough about that, before I had a baby, I thought "oh, I will never do this or that" but now I realize that above all, my parenting philosophy is this: "Follow your gut." If it feels right to me, I do it. I think parents get to hung up on schedules and rules that they forget to do what feels right for that particular baby. I remember in the very early days at home with Harper, she would be fussing and I would say "well, it hasnt been 2 hours, so why is she hungry?" Well, do we really think that babies have that sense of time? Maybe, but maybe not. I gave up on the whole timetable thing and we still ended up nursing about 2 hours anyway and I wasnt staring at the clock. Now, if you are lucky enough to have a baby that sleeps 4 or 5 hours right off, you might need to watch the clock. Harper had her own internal clock.
Harper is also starting to recognize people other than Scott and I. A few days ago, my dad took her abruptly from my mom and Harper stuck her bottom lip out and cried! I cant believe my baby is old enough to prefer one person over the other . WOW!
A steep learning curve
I think I am just going to kind of combine the first 3 months into the blog since I am a little late starting. It makes me smile to think about Harper reading these someday.
So, I always watch that show "Bringing Home Baby" on TLC and its pretty right on. Those first few days and even weeks are just a combination of a new parents growing love for their baby, exhaustion, and amazement.
Harper was a pretty easy newborn in terms of how difficult things could be. I never had to worry about waking her to eat or anything. She pretty much wanted to nurse about every two hours. Scott had a few days off with us and then had to go back to work for about a week and a half before his vacation kicked over for the new fiscal year. Then he got an entire week off! I wish I could say that it was such a lovely time of bonding and mushy stuff you see on lifetime movies but I cant remember a thing about that week! I hate to even admit that.
So, the ever controversial sleeping arrangements. From day 1, Harper hated her cradle. It was set up so cute and I was very excited to use it but she was not interested. She would not sleep for more than 25 minutes in it. We tried her in the bouncy seat and she slept so much better. So, for the first 4-5 weeks of her life, she slept in the bouncy seat right next to our bed. I think she liked the incline. At 5 weeks, I decided to try her in her crib. That night she slept 11-4. And cue the singing angels! I couldnt believe that. From that night on, we started bathing her, nursing, swaddling her and laying her in her crib and she would go right to sleep and slept through the night at 5 weeks. We didnt let her cry or anything, she just seemed comfortable in her own space. Swaddling has been a must for Harper. Anytime her arms escape, she wakes herself up. I used to be vehemently against co-sleeping but now, I dont think its such a bad idea. I think whatever works for your family is what you should do. If everyone sleeps better with baby in a bouncy seat, so be it.
Maternity leave- As you know, I started a new job when I was about 4 months pregnant. I told my new employers that I would take 6 weeks off. I am telling you that was the fastest 6 weeks off I have ever witnessed. The first 3 weeks were full of newness and fumbling around but as the days went on, Harper and I got into a routine. I loved every minute of it. When I came back to work, the first day went really well. I remember feeling very proud of myself. The second day, not so much. I cried most of the day. I knew I would miss her but I had no idea how to prepare myself for this really strange detachment, depressed, emotional feeling. I couldnt believe I was at work. I had to repeat to myself how lucky I was to have my mom and Scott caring for Harper while I was at work. Definitely the hardest thing I have ever had to do. (and still is). My mom watches Harper Monday afternoons and Thursday and Friday from about 8 until 4. Scott watches her Monday mornings and Tuesday and Wednesday mornings.
Breastfeeding- If this grosses you out, look away and dont read further. I decided that I wanted to breastfeed Harper for as long as possible. Everything went well with a few minor hiccups until the dreaded THRUSH! If you havent experienced thrush, count yourself lucky. Most of the time, people notice their baby has white patches on the inside of the mouth. When you are breastfeeding, it can be passed back and forth, from mom to baby. We battled this painful stuff for what seems like forever. We treated it with Gentian Violet which is a natural remedy that you paint on the inside of the babies mouth (and if you are nursing on momma too). We sterilized EVERYTHING from bottle parts, pump parts, pacis, bras, etc. I washed everything in vinegar, boiled everything, and nearly set everthing on fire. We finally got rid of it! That stuff is no fun.
It is seriously amazing how much a baby changes and develops in the first 3 months. Harper went from a tiny little baby sleeping and eating to a super sweet baby that smiles constantly.
Some of my favorite moments from the first 3 months... looking in her crib and seeing her look up and smile at me as if she is thinking "hey, there you are!", snuggling her on the couch and trying to soak up every moment of her being a baby, watching her pee on Scott's leg as he tries to get her in the the bath, watching her pee on me and smile like it is hilarious, watching my mom with her (seriously she is a great mom and grandma), that first night she slept all night, and so many more. I may just post random moments as I think of them.
Speaking of Scott, he is such a wonderful daddy. I was a little worried at first about leaving Harper and Scott alone for 4 hours at a time but they have done great. After about 2 weeks, they have found their own little rhythm. It seems to work for them. He loves being in charge of bath time and always give her bubbles and plays with her. I think it will be really cute when she can sit up and play in the bathtub since she loves the water so much. Scott loves to snuggle her and kiss her on the bridge of her nose and all over her face. She is starting to give in and just let him get it over with rather than cry at him to stop.
What a wonderful rollercoaster! I cant even believe how much things have changed. I really couldnt be happier (well, unless someone gave me a billion dollars and Scott, Harper and I could just travel the world.)
So, I always watch that show "Bringing Home Baby" on TLC and its pretty right on. Those first few days and even weeks are just a combination of a new parents growing love for their baby, exhaustion, and amazement.
Harper was a pretty easy newborn in terms of how difficult things could be. I never had to worry about waking her to eat or anything. She pretty much wanted to nurse about every two hours. Scott had a few days off with us and then had to go back to work for about a week and a half before his vacation kicked over for the new fiscal year. Then he got an entire week off! I wish I could say that it was such a lovely time of bonding and mushy stuff you see on lifetime movies but I cant remember a thing about that week! I hate to even admit that.
So, the ever controversial sleeping arrangements. From day 1, Harper hated her cradle. It was set up so cute and I was very excited to use it but she was not interested. She would not sleep for more than 25 minutes in it. We tried her in the bouncy seat and she slept so much better. So, for the first 4-5 weeks of her life, she slept in the bouncy seat right next to our bed. I think she liked the incline. At 5 weeks, I decided to try her in her crib. That night she slept 11-4. And cue the singing angels! I couldnt believe that. From that night on, we started bathing her, nursing, swaddling her and laying her in her crib and she would go right to sleep and slept through the night at 5 weeks. We didnt let her cry or anything, she just seemed comfortable in her own space. Swaddling has been a must for Harper. Anytime her arms escape, she wakes herself up. I used to be vehemently against co-sleeping but now, I dont think its such a bad idea. I think whatever works for your family is what you should do. If everyone sleeps better with baby in a bouncy seat, so be it.
Maternity leave- As you know, I started a new job when I was about 4 months pregnant. I told my new employers that I would take 6 weeks off. I am telling you that was the fastest 6 weeks off I have ever witnessed. The first 3 weeks were full of newness and fumbling around but as the days went on, Harper and I got into a routine. I loved every minute of it. When I came back to work, the first day went really well. I remember feeling very proud of myself. The second day, not so much. I cried most of the day. I knew I would miss her but I had no idea how to prepare myself for this really strange detachment, depressed, emotional feeling. I couldnt believe I was at work. I had to repeat to myself how lucky I was to have my mom and Scott caring for Harper while I was at work. Definitely the hardest thing I have ever had to do. (and still is). My mom watches Harper Monday afternoons and Thursday and Friday from about 8 until 4. Scott watches her Monday mornings and Tuesday and Wednesday mornings.
Breastfeeding- If this grosses you out, look away and dont read further. I decided that I wanted to breastfeed Harper for as long as possible. Everything went well with a few minor hiccups until the dreaded THRUSH! If you havent experienced thrush, count yourself lucky. Most of the time, people notice their baby has white patches on the inside of the mouth. When you are breastfeeding, it can be passed back and forth, from mom to baby. We battled this painful stuff for what seems like forever. We treated it with Gentian Violet which is a natural remedy that you paint on the inside of the babies mouth (and if you are nursing on momma too). We sterilized EVERYTHING from bottle parts, pump parts, pacis, bras, etc. I washed everything in vinegar, boiled everything, and nearly set everthing on fire. We finally got rid of it! That stuff is no fun.
It is seriously amazing how much a baby changes and develops in the first 3 months. Harper went from a tiny little baby sleeping and eating to a super sweet baby that smiles constantly.
Some of my favorite moments from the first 3 months... looking in her crib and seeing her look up and smile at me as if she is thinking "hey, there you are!", snuggling her on the couch and trying to soak up every moment of her being a baby, watching her pee on Scott's leg as he tries to get her in the the bath, watching her pee on me and smile like it is hilarious, watching my mom with her (seriously she is a great mom and grandma), that first night she slept all night, and so many more. I may just post random moments as I think of them.
Speaking of Scott, he is such a wonderful daddy. I was a little worried at first about leaving Harper and Scott alone for 4 hours at a time but they have done great. After about 2 weeks, they have found their own little rhythm. It seems to work for them. He loves being in charge of bath time and always give her bubbles and plays with her. I think it will be really cute when she can sit up and play in the bathtub since she loves the water so much. Scott loves to snuggle her and kiss her on the bridge of her nose and all over her face. She is starting to give in and just let him get it over with rather than cry at him to stop.
What a wonderful rollercoaster! I cant even believe how much things have changed. I really couldnt be happier (well, unless someone gave me a billion dollars and Scott, Harper and I could just travel the world.)
Friday, September 3, 2010
You Plus Me = Three
So, Harper Elizabeth was born early on a Friday morning. We decided to go home on Saturday morning. Scott was up with his bags packed and ready to go by 7:30. To his disappointment, we were discharged about 11:00. We packed up our tiny bundle of joy and headed home, to our new home. It took so long to get home because traffic was backed up because of an air show. By the time we got home, I was in pain! I tried not to take any pain meds but I quickly gave up. When we got home, my 2nd mommy Joyce Wilhelm had left a nice meal of homemade chicken and noodles for us. Let me tell you... food is the best gift ever for a new family. I went straight to the shower since I refused to shower in the tiny hospital shower. Best shower of my life. For the next several weeks, we had a steady stream of visitors. I never knew how many people cared about us until Harper was born. Those first few days home were overwhelming, exhausting, wonderful, and exciting. I chose to breastfeed so that was a new challenge. Things went fairly well but we encountered the usual bumps along the road. We took Harper in to her first dr. appt on Monday. She had dropped to 6 lbs 6 ounces. Dr. McDowell wanted us back in for a weight check that Wednesday just to make sure she began to gain weight and for my milk to come in. By Wednesday, she was up to 6 lbs 9 ounces so she was doing good.
I was off work for 6 short weeks. They were the most wonderful weeks of my life. We enjoyed getting into a routine and Harper began sleeping through the night (although she doesnt anymore but we will get back to that later). We had lots of visitors and fun!
Biggest surprises for me in those first few weeks: how so many things came naturally to me, how much longer it took me to completely heal than I expected, how I could actually survive on very little sleep, that I could actually keep a baby alive on breastmilk alone. What an amazing transition!
Scott and I were amazed at how we loved her more and more every single day. Scott was a great help during those first weeks.
My mom... now I cant say enough about how much my mom helped. I am 27 years old (I had one week left of being 26 when Harper was born), and when I dont feel good, I still need my momma. She was absolutely AMAZING during those first weeks. She was there nearly the entire first week or so, cooking or cleaning and doing laundry. She was never overbearing or in the way. I dont know how she does it but its like Scott and I say She is MAGIC! She helped me with Harper or whatever I needed too. When I would be falling asleep sitting up, she would take the baby for an hour or so and let me sleep. She even grocery shopped for me once. Awesome!
I am thinking my next blog will be just about the first four months or so. Harper is getting bigger and stronger every day and we couldnt be happier!
I was off work for 6 short weeks. They were the most wonderful weeks of my life. We enjoyed getting into a routine and Harper began sleeping through the night (although she doesnt anymore but we will get back to that later). We had lots of visitors and fun!
Biggest surprises for me in those first few weeks: how so many things came naturally to me, how much longer it took me to completely heal than I expected, how I could actually survive on very little sleep, that I could actually keep a baby alive on breastmilk alone. What an amazing transition!
Scott and I were amazed at how we loved her more and more every single day. Scott was a great help during those first weeks.
My mom... now I cant say enough about how much my mom helped. I am 27 years old (I had one week left of being 26 when Harper was born), and when I dont feel good, I still need my momma. She was absolutely AMAZING during those first weeks. She was there nearly the entire first week or so, cooking or cleaning and doing laundry. She was never overbearing or in the way. I dont know how she does it but its like Scott and I say She is MAGIC! She helped me with Harper or whatever I needed too. When I would be falling asleep sitting up, she would take the baby for an hour or so and let me sleep. She even grocery shopped for me once. Awesome!
I am thinking my next blog will be just about the first four months or so. Harper is getting bigger and stronger every day and we couldnt be happier!
Rooster Booster Love
So, continued from the last blog... as my due date got ever closer, I was so antsy. I had trouble concentrating at work or on anything really. I started doing really weird things like laundry and dishes at 2:00 a.m. From the beginning of my pregnancy, I knew that I did NOT want to be induced so that made the waiting agonizing. Most everyone around me had a for sure due date for an induction or c-section. I dont judge anyone for their birth choices, I just knew that I wanted to wait.
On a side note, Scott and I sold our first house and closed on our new house and moved in 6 days before my due date. I will never do that again! Crazy!
So, on April 22nd (my actual due date), I was so irritated with still being pregnant. I was at work and not feeling well. I went down to the chiropractor to receive a pregnancy type adjustment to see if I could go into labor. Every day, my bosses had become increasingly surprised with my presence in the office. "Are you still here?" was a regular question. :) So, at about 3:00 p.m. on my due date, I decided I had had enough. I told the receptionist, Brenda, that I was going home to take a nap and hopefully wake up in labor. So, I drive home, go inside, let the dogs out, and go pee. I stand up and my water breaks. I couldnt believe the timing! I thought for a minute that might not be what happened (stranger things have happened at 40 weeks pregnant). But then it happened again. So, I call my mom and she of course is so excited she heads right over. To complicate things, Scott had thrown his back out the day before and was at the chiropractor when my water broke... and he did not take his phone! So, luckily the chiro is in the same office building as my office so I called Brenda and told her to run down and tell the dr to go ahead and fix Scott but to send him right home afterwards because I was in labor! So, I start gathering things around the house while I wait for my mom and Scott. I had my bag packed but of course, I needed to add some things too it.
Scott and my mom get to the house, and we head out. Of course, I have made all the necessary phone calls at this point. We stop at QT for gas and I told Scott get me a big bag of Funyuns and the biggest Rooster Booster Freezoni they had to offer! I knew I wasnt going to be able to eat once I was admitted so I need to have my last snack. And, I LOVE Rooster Booster and hadnt had any while I was pregnant because of the caffeine so I was so excited!
So, we get to hospital about 5 pm. I must make mention here that one of my long time BFFs, Pamela Joyce Callaghan, BEAT ME TO THE HOSPITAL. It was so funny! I was there when her first baby was born and she was there for me. The entire ride to the hospital, my water continued to leak (I had no idea it would just keep doing this). My mom kept panicking thinking I was in pain and I kept saying "no, its just more water. So when I checked into the hospital, the nurse wanted me to sign all this stuff, I just motioned down to my now soaked jeans and she hurried the process somewhat.
After I was hooked up to everything things began to intensify. I think I started hurting by about 7. I kicked most people out of the room by about 9 because I was in pain and they were getting on my nerves. haha! Too much talking and movement for me at that time. It was becoming increasingly painful for the nurse to check me. I had made it to 6 centimeters dialated, when my dr. came up to the hospital at about midnight. She explained that she had been monitoring the contractions from home and thought I would have progressed fasted since the day before I was dialated to a 3, I was 40 weeks a long, and my water broke. She checked me again and said "You are a good 5." WHAT? TALK ABOUT THE WORST MOMENT OF MY LIFE! I wanted to slap her and say "uh no, the nurse said I am a 6 about 15 minutes ago so now I am an 8." Also, when she checked me, she said that Harper's head had trapped some water underneath it and maybe that was what had slowed me down. When removed her hand (sorry if TMI), the trapped water came with it. And, let me tell you... before this, my pain was gradually increasing and I was definitely getting more uncomfortable. But when the dr. finished checking me, my pain shot from a level 7 to a level 12 in 1 single contraction. It was at that point that I lost control. I really wanted to do it without an epidural but I couldnt even see straight. I told Scott I wanted the epidural right then. I believe I said several cuss words and then the man of my dreams entered the room... the guy with the epidural. I dont know what he looked like or what his name was but he sure put me out of my misery. People ask me if the epidural hurt and I say Heck no! After that I was very comfortable. About 3:30, I was ready to push. I had the absolute best nurses ever. I pushed off and on for an hour and a half because they had to keep readjusting the monitors because sweet baby Harper did not want to stay on the monitor. My mom, Scott, and Sara (Scott's mom) were in the delivery room. It was an amazing experience. Harper Elizabeth Cresswell was born on April 23, 2010 at 5:06 a.m. weighing 7 pounds 5 ounces and 21 1/2 inches long (according to the pediatrician 2 days later she was 19 inches long). To be continued...
On a side note, Scott and I sold our first house and closed on our new house and moved in 6 days before my due date. I will never do that again! Crazy!
So, on April 22nd (my actual due date), I was so irritated with still being pregnant. I was at work and not feeling well. I went down to the chiropractor to receive a pregnancy type adjustment to see if I could go into labor. Every day, my bosses had become increasingly surprised with my presence in the office. "Are you still here?" was a regular question. :) So, at about 3:00 p.m. on my due date, I decided I had had enough. I told the receptionist, Brenda, that I was going home to take a nap and hopefully wake up in labor. So, I drive home, go inside, let the dogs out, and go pee. I stand up and my water breaks. I couldnt believe the timing! I thought for a minute that might not be what happened (stranger things have happened at 40 weeks pregnant). But then it happened again. So, I call my mom and she of course is so excited she heads right over. To complicate things, Scott had thrown his back out the day before and was at the chiropractor when my water broke... and he did not take his phone! So, luckily the chiro is in the same office building as my office so I called Brenda and told her to run down and tell the dr to go ahead and fix Scott but to send him right home afterwards because I was in labor! So, I start gathering things around the house while I wait for my mom and Scott. I had my bag packed but of course, I needed to add some things too it.
Scott and my mom get to the house, and we head out. Of course, I have made all the necessary phone calls at this point. We stop at QT for gas and I told Scott get me a big bag of Funyuns and the biggest Rooster Booster Freezoni they had to offer! I knew I wasnt going to be able to eat once I was admitted so I need to have my last snack. And, I LOVE Rooster Booster and hadnt had any while I was pregnant because of the caffeine so I was so excited!
So, we get to hospital about 5 pm. I must make mention here that one of my long time BFFs, Pamela Joyce Callaghan, BEAT ME TO THE HOSPITAL. It was so funny! I was there when her first baby was born and she was there for me. The entire ride to the hospital, my water continued to leak (I had no idea it would just keep doing this). My mom kept panicking thinking I was in pain and I kept saying "no, its just more water. So when I checked into the hospital, the nurse wanted me to sign all this stuff, I just motioned down to my now soaked jeans and she hurried the process somewhat.
After I was hooked up to everything things began to intensify. I think I started hurting by about 7. I kicked most people out of the room by about 9 because I was in pain and they were getting on my nerves. haha! Too much talking and movement for me at that time. It was becoming increasingly painful for the nurse to check me. I had made it to 6 centimeters dialated, when my dr. came up to the hospital at about midnight. She explained that she had been monitoring the contractions from home and thought I would have progressed fasted since the day before I was dialated to a 3, I was 40 weeks a long, and my water broke. She checked me again and said "You are a good 5." WHAT? TALK ABOUT THE WORST MOMENT OF MY LIFE! I wanted to slap her and say "uh no, the nurse said I am a 6 about 15 minutes ago so now I am an 8." Also, when she checked me, she said that Harper's head had trapped some water underneath it and maybe that was what had slowed me down. When removed her hand (sorry if TMI), the trapped water came with it. And, let me tell you... before this, my pain was gradually increasing and I was definitely getting more uncomfortable. But when the dr. finished checking me, my pain shot from a level 7 to a level 12 in 1 single contraction. It was at that point that I lost control. I really wanted to do it without an epidural but I couldnt even see straight. I told Scott I wanted the epidural right then. I believe I said several cuss words and then the man of my dreams entered the room... the guy with the epidural. I dont know what he looked like or what his name was but he sure put me out of my misery. People ask me if the epidural hurt and I say Heck no! After that I was very comfortable. About 3:30, I was ready to push. I had the absolute best nurses ever. I pushed off and on for an hour and a half because they had to keep readjusting the monitors because sweet baby Harper did not want to stay on the monitor. My mom, Scott, and Sara (Scott's mom) were in the delivery room. It was an amazing experience. Harper Elizabeth Cresswell was born on April 23, 2010 at 5:06 a.m. weighing 7 pounds 5 ounces and 21 1/2 inches long (according to the pediatrician 2 days later she was 19 inches long). To be continued...
And It Begins...
Well, I have decided to do it. Start a blog that is. I think it will be interesting to see if I can keep up with this considering that I have never been able to keep up with a journal or diary. As a kid, I bought so many because I was fascinated by the idea and to be honest, they were always so cute. Little leather books, or cute diaries with hearts on it. Anyways, let me start by saying that this is my blog to record the happenings of the Cresswell household for our family and friends, both near and far. So... that being said, I will not be proofreading for grammatical or punctuation errors. If that kind of thing bothers you, move on and read someone else's blog. :)
So, I will start from the beginning. (well, the day we found out our family would be expanding) It was a Saturday morning and I decided it was time. Time to take the pregnancy test that is. I had taken other tests since I had been off the BC (birth control) for a while so this time, I had told myself that I would wait until I was really late. So, I take the test and it says positive. I was in total shock even though this was something we were planning and hoping for. I went into the living room and told Scott. I am not sure he had that much of a reaction (not like on the movies) because he was so shocked. We wanted to tell our parents immediately but for some reason, I decided that it was absolutely necessary that I take a shower first. (this was the beginning of all kinds of weird things that I would do as a pregnant person). After my shower, we went to my parents and told my mom something along the lines of how she would be a grandma in about 8 months. My dad had already left the house so my mom told him to turn around. When he got back to the house, we told him about his new title of "grandpa." He said he had a feeling that is what we were going to say. Of course, he just smiled and my mom cried. After the excitement died down, we went to Scott's moms to tell her. We were standing in the kitchen and Scott said something like " well, I need to get new tires on the car for my pregnant wife." I am trying to remember that exact words he used. Of course, Sara (Scott's mom) was so excited!
And so it began... I was so lucky in those early months and did not experience much nausea. I remember getting very hungry a lot sooner than I expected that I would. I did get sick one time and it was due to taking my vitamin early in the morning instead of at night and eating a piece of toast that really scratched on my teeth. :)
In December 2009, I left my job to accept a position at a small firm that has an office in Owasso and one in Tulsa. It was truly a gift from God. In March 2008, I was looking for an attorney job and I sent my resume to Holly Cinocca's office (some of you know her as Holly Breese). She kindly said she didnt need anyone. So anyways, in November 2009, I got a random call from Holly saying that her firm was looking for an associate attorney. I couldnt believe it. About this time, I was 4 months pregnant and had begun to really struggle with whether or not I could leave my baby and drive an hour away to work. So, long story short, I met with Holly and the other partners and took the job, which would enable me to cut my commute from about 60 minutes one way to 4 minutes one way. I gave notice and my last day at my old job was December 15th and I started my new job the very next day. It was hard to transition but I know it was meant to be. The new job worked out great and I got bigger and bigger.
In the beginning, my due date was April 24th and at some point it was moved to April 22nd. I worked all the way up until my due date. I will continue the story in my next blog...
So, I will start from the beginning. (well, the day we found out our family would be expanding) It was a Saturday morning and I decided it was time. Time to take the pregnancy test that is. I had taken other tests since I had been off the BC (birth control) for a while so this time, I had told myself that I would wait until I was really late. So, I take the test and it says positive. I was in total shock even though this was something we were planning and hoping for. I went into the living room and told Scott. I am not sure he had that much of a reaction (not like on the movies) because he was so shocked. We wanted to tell our parents immediately but for some reason, I decided that it was absolutely necessary that I take a shower first. (this was the beginning of all kinds of weird things that I would do as a pregnant person). After my shower, we went to my parents and told my mom something along the lines of how she would be a grandma in about 8 months. My dad had already left the house so my mom told him to turn around. When he got back to the house, we told him about his new title of "grandpa." He said he had a feeling that is what we were going to say. Of course, he just smiled and my mom cried. After the excitement died down, we went to Scott's moms to tell her. We were standing in the kitchen and Scott said something like " well, I need to get new tires on the car for my pregnant wife." I am trying to remember that exact words he used. Of course, Sara (Scott's mom) was so excited!
And so it began... I was so lucky in those early months and did not experience much nausea. I remember getting very hungry a lot sooner than I expected that I would. I did get sick one time and it was due to taking my vitamin early in the morning instead of at night and eating a piece of toast that really scratched on my teeth. :)
In December 2009, I left my job to accept a position at a small firm that has an office in Owasso and one in Tulsa. It was truly a gift from God. In March 2008, I was looking for an attorney job and I sent my resume to Holly Cinocca's office (some of you know her as Holly Breese). She kindly said she didnt need anyone. So anyways, in November 2009, I got a random call from Holly saying that her firm was looking for an associate attorney. I couldnt believe it. About this time, I was 4 months pregnant and had begun to really struggle with whether or not I could leave my baby and drive an hour away to work. So, long story short, I met with Holly and the other partners and took the job, which would enable me to cut my commute from about 60 minutes one way to 4 minutes one way. I gave notice and my last day at my old job was December 15th and I started my new job the very next day. It was hard to transition but I know it was meant to be. The new job worked out great and I got bigger and bigger.
In the beginning, my due date was April 24th and at some point it was moved to April 22nd. I worked all the way up until my due date. I will continue the story in my next blog...
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